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A Saxon Cosmology of Companionship, Fate & Recognition


There are moments in a person’s life when the world stops feeling symbolic and starts feeling intentional — when encounters stop being coincidence and begin revealing themselves as messages, invitations, or reminders of a lineage older than memory.


For me, those moments arrived through animals.

Not as spirit guides in the modern sense.

Not as archetypes pulled from books.

But as beings who showed up on their own terms, in the places where my bloodline, my cosmology, and my life intersected.


When I learned about Saxon cosmology — my people’s actual Indigenous worldview before Christianity — everything snapped into clarity. Because the Saxons believed the world was alive: held together by relationship, fate, and the recognition between human and animal.

They believed certain beings met certain people because of wyrd — the living web of destiny, ancestry, and memory.


And suddenly every encounter I’ve ever had in the forest made sense.


Below are the animals who chose me.

Here is why — in my cosmology, in my lineage, and in my life — I believe they came.

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THE LYNX

Seer • Watcher • Boundary-Keeper

“You found me the moment I arrived.”


When I first moved to Quesnel, the lynx appeared.

Not once.

Not by chance.


But repeatedly — slipping out from the treeline, gliding across the path ahead of me, watching with those wide, lunar eyes that see into places humans pretend don’t exist.


In Saxon cosmology, the lynx would be considered a wight-bound creature — a being who moves between the human world and the hidden world of land-spirits, ancestors, and magic.


Lynx energy is:

  • stealth

  • seeing without being seen

  • navigating the unseen

  • intuition sharpened into instinct

  • the ability to cross thresholds quietly\


It appears to people who carry sight — often long before they trust it.


The lynx doesn’t choose loudly.

It chooses by showing up repeatedly, silently, unwaveringly…

exactly as mine did.


It chose me because I was shifting into a life where I would need:

  • discernment

  • boundary-setting

  • the ability to move unseen

  • the capacity to observe without explaining


The lynx arrives when you’re becoming someone who can no longer pretend they don’t see

what they see.




THE BOAR

Strength • Stamina • Unshakeable Will

“You were born under my sign.”


I was born in the Year of the Boar — and that alone would be enough.

But my connection with this animal goes beyond astrology.


The boar is one of the oldest sacred animals in continental Germanic tradition.

Before the Norse, before medieval myth, before conversion wars — the boar stood as a symbol of:

  • ferocity

  • fertility

  • protection

  • battle-spirit

  • unstoppable force


In Saxon and Ingvaeonic tribes, boars were carved on helmets, shields, boundary posts, and offerings.


They were considered guardians of fate, land, and lineage.


The boar chose me because:

  • I move through life with a stubborn, relentless spirit

  • I survive what should have broken me

  • I walk the world with a force that doesn’t apologize

  • my anger, when righteous, is sacred

  • my power is not pretty or delicate — it is rooting, charging, clearing


The boar teaches endurance.

The boar teaches protection.

The boar teaches the kind of strength that isn’t loud — the kind you live by.


It chose me because my life required that kind of strength.



THE BEAR

Sovereignty • Healing • Deep Protection

“I meet you when you walk alone.”


I have had many bear encounters — more than coincidence allows.


They find me when I am quiet.

When I am grieving.

When I am walking the forest trying to remember who I am.


The bear in Saxon cosmology is a sovereignty animal — a being tied to the authority of the self, the protection of the land, and the wild wisdom of living close to the earth.


Bear medicine is:

  • introspection

  • wintering

  • healing through solitude

  • the reclaiming of power after trauma

  • boundaries

  • personal territory

  • ancestral protection


It is no coincidence that the bear appears around people who have survived what I have — people who have been pushed, broken, underestimated, harmed, and forced into roles they never chose.


The bear doesn’t come to the weak.


It comes to those who have forgotten their strength and need reminding.


The bear chose me because I needed a guardian while reclaiming myself.

Because survival is not the end of the story — it is the beginning of sovereignty.




THE SERPENT

Rebirth • Knowledge • Sacred Fire

“You already loved me, long before you understood why.”


Snakes have followed me my whole life.

Not physically, always — but symbolically, spiritually, aesthetically.

My coffee cup has a snake on it.

My artwork gravitates toward them.

My mind does too.


In Saxon cosmology, the serpent isn’t evil —

that’s a Christian rewrite.


The serpent is:

  • transformation

  • life force

  • healing

  • ancestral memory

  • the fire that burns from within

  • shedding what no longer serves

  • deep earth wisdom


The serpent is tied to the Mother, to the earth beneath our feet, to the forces that can destroy or heal depending on what is needed.


It chose me because I am in a life of shedding:

  • shedding trauma

  • shedding silence

  • shedding shame

  • shedding conditioning

  • shedding false identities

  • shedding everything that was forced onto me


The serpent appears in eras of rebirth, when you begin living as the person you were always

meant to be.


It chose me because I was ready to become myself.



THE TIGER

Sovereign Fire • Identity • Destiny

“You were always mine.”


And then — the tiger.


The animal that has followed me since the beginning, the one tied to my trauma, my rebirth, my magic, my cosmology, my deck, my brand, my story, my entire identity.


The tiger is not a Saxon animal.

It belongs to a different land, a different story, a different lineage.

But fate does not care about geography.

Some animals walk across worlds to meet the souls that belong to them.


The tiger is:

  • sovereign fire

  • identity

  • purpose

  • destiny

  • the roar that wakes the dead

  • the fire that transforms

  • the shadow that becomes power

  • the self reclaimed through trauma


The tiger didn’t “choose” me.

The tiger found me the moment my life cracked open, and stood there in the gap where everything else had collapsed.


The tiger is my mythic self.

My fire.

My fate.

My story.

My return.


Saxon cosmology explains the others.

The tiger explains me.



WHY THESE FIVE?


Because they form a map of who I am.


  • Lynx — my sight

  • Boar — my fire

  • Bear — my sovereignty

  • Serpent — my transformation

  • Tiger — my destiny

Together they form a cosmology —

a personal pantheon, chosen by fate, woven through lived experience, ancestry, and spiritual lineage.


This isn’t fantasy.

This is recognition.

This is being seen by the world in the way the Saxons understood —

through animal, land, omen, encounter, and fate.

These animals didn’t appear to decorate my path.

They appeared because they are part of the story of who I am.


And I’m finally ready to claim them.

 
 
 

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