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♊︎ Theme: Sacred Speech • Cognitive Liberation • Integration of Duality This full moon hums like static between two worlds — what was spoken and what was meant. Gemini rules the tongue and the mind, yet under this light, words are more than language — they are spells. Every phrase you utter either liberates or limits you. The year has asked much of your silence; now, the moon asks for articulation. To name what has been shapeless. To speak what your nervous system has already

There are moments in a person’s life when the world stops feeling symbolic and starts feeling intentional — when encounters stop being coincidence and begin revealing themselves as messages, invitations, or reminders of a lineage older than memory. For me, those moments arrived through animals. Not as spirit guides in the modern sense. Not as archetypes pulled from books. But as beings who showed up on their own terms, in the places where my bloodline, my cosmology, and my li

♏︎ Alchemical Rebirth • Truth Excavation • Emotional Power Restored This new moon isn’t about planting seeds — it’s about burying bones. Scorpio’s soil is not gentle; it’s rich because it’s decomposed everything false. Under this darkness, life reorganizes itself beneath the surface. You don’t have to see your transformation for it to be real — only trust that what’s decaying was never meant to survive the next version of you. This lunation asks: What are you still carrying t

How losing everything led me back to the sacred. There was no white-light awakening. No sage-filled ceremony that fixed me. My descent into spirituality wasn’t gentle — it was survival. When I left the zoo, I didn’t rise. I fell. At first, it looked like collapse. I couldn’t sleep. My body shook at random. The world felt unsafe, even in silence. But somewhere inside the wreckage, something ancient began whispering: if they won’t believe you, start listening to what does. Tha

When a book stops being a story and starts being a mirror. John Vaillant’s The Tiger  is a narrative non-fiction account of a man-eating tiger in Russia’s Far East — an animal driven to vengeance after being wounded by a hunter, Vladimir Markov. Game warden Yuri Trush leads the pursuit, and what follows is both a literal and spiritual hunt: a meditation on the fragile boundaries between humans and the wild. Vaillant intertwines the suspense of the chase with history, ecology,

The story I buried for fourteen years. It has been hard for me to talk about this. It ’s something I’ve carried inside for years — a place in my soul I’ve kept covered up for reasons that once felt like protection. Was it real? Would I get in trouble? Would people question me? Would I end up under a microscope? None of that matters anymore. 2000 — The Beginning I was seventeen when I began volunteering at the Calgary Zoo. Bright-eyed, naive, and completely in love with the wo

There’s a point in every healing journey where language starts to break. You can explain the facts, cite the reports, show the footage, list the dates — but none of it captures what it feels like inside the body. The nervous system doesn’t understand bureaucracy. It only knows danger, injustice, and the impossible effort of trying to stay alive while being told to stay polite. This process — the appeals, the retellings, the re-traumatization — has been like living in an emoti